Being a mother is the most rewarding and satisfying thing any women can have in her lifetime. Being a mother not only means loving and nurturing your child. It includes sacrificing everything for the well-being of your child. Giving my son up for adoption was and will be the most difficult thing that me as mother could’ve done.
I made the decision to make sure he has everything that I couldn’t give him, too a loving couple that could. I never thought I could love anything like my son and he deserves everything and more just like any child deserves.
Being adopted myself I knew how it felt to be raised by someone else other than my own mother and granted it wasn’t the easiest thing to accept as a child, but as I grew older I realized how different my life could’ve been if I wasn’t adopted. Me being a religious person I believe God puts us through tests so we can come out stronger on the other side, and I also believe everything in our lifetime happens for a reason.
Although I wasn’t mentally nor financially ready to be a mother, I have given life to a precious little boy for a couple that will forever love him. And although it may be difficult some days I do not regret my decision to give my son up for adoption, this decision has made me grow as a individual and as a women in general. And to know he’s in good hands makes everything worth while.
If it wasn’t for Renee and the Adoptions First agency, I don’t think I would’ve been able too get through the mentally trying time of adoption. Renee is the most understanding and sweetest person I’ve met. Thank you to Renee and everyone at Adoptions First.